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Nice to know [Jun. 26th, 2015|10:37 pm]
Ray
It's nice to know when someone is no longer interested in you. Even though you have been with them for years. I give up.
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Numb [Jun. 24th, 2015|05:44 am]
Ray
I have lone out lived my usefulness. I really need to find a way to end it. I wish I had the courage to end this pointless life.
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Can't pick myself up [Jun. 3rd, 2015|12:49 pm]
Ray
I'm so down lately. I still feel like an epic failure. Every part of me wants to give up and walk away. I'm a bit worried because my workouts are not helping anymore. I want to give up. I'm done...
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Nothing Changes [Apr. 26th, 2015|12:25 am]
Ray
[mood |depresseddepressed]

I still seem to hate my life. I have no real friends, my family stresses me out. I do think if I vanished it wouldn't make a difference, because I don't make a difference. I hate that I wake up. The only joy i get anymore is in my workouts. I will push until I can go no further. My only reward in life is the muscle soreness I get. And that has become less common. I'm such a worthless human. I want to understand why I'm not allowed to be happy...
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(no subject) [Mar. 22nd, 2015|10:08 pm]
Ray
So, I now know I for sure am the problem. All I do is fuck things up. I'm sick of pretending to be strong. I hate that I'm still alive, and want so much to die. I should never have been born. Please make me die...
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Hello? [Jan. 3rd, 2015|11:16 pm]
Ray
[mood |depresseddepressed]

Is there anybody out there or am I really this alone? Why is is impossible for me to be happy? I hope my last day comes soon.
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I hate myself [Nov. 26th, 2014|05:42 am]
Ray
All I want for Christmas is my story to end. I feel miserable no matter what I do. I think once I die I will be easily forgotten.
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(no subject) [May. 20th, 2014|10:02 am]
Ray
I hope to expire by 6/20/2014


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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2014|05:35 am]
Ray
I find i serve no purpose. I am pointless! Why do I continue to wake up?


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Realized [Apr. 17th, 2014|07:47 pm]
Ray
When i was a kid I thought I was destined for greatness. Now i realize I am a Nothing. I serve no real purpose.  
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